starvingmarya:

 

I eat too much for a girl who’s trying to lose weight 

I want to be so skinny that others whisper how thin I am behind my back….

67155) I like to sleep in because it means I don’t have to eat. I like locking myself in my room so I don’t have to eat. I just sit on the Internet all day to distract me from eating but all it does is makes things worse.

67466) Sometimes I feel really happy. I am with my friends, we are far away from food, nobody is looking at me. Then I am happy. I don’t think about anything. Does that make me selfish? Not worthy of this? I would like to tell myself that nothing ”makes” one worthy of a disorder, but it’s impossible to tell that to my mind.